Thursday, April 4, 2013
My heart still hurts,
and causes me pain,
I wish I could just see him again,
I thought we would be together,
from now till forever,
but something took that away,
now I had to start my own days,
but why am I still stuck
carrying the pain,
I thought the pain was over
till I spoke of your name
now it’s all back to haunt me again
I still hold the memories of you and I
why oh why did we have to fight
we were both young
but I thought it was true love
but then you had to turn
to those damn drugs
they tore us apart
and caused us both pain
do you ever wish you could hold me again?
now it’s too late
now it’s all gone
because now we both chose to move on.
do you ever wonder
do you still care
do you ever shed tears,
I didn’t I was being strong
that’s how I learned to move on
but now it’s back to haunt me
and I realize I still care
I wish I could turn back all the years
and make you stop
and make you listen
and make you see
that you were meant to only be with me.
we use to laugh
we use to love
we use to be close as a dove
now everyone will see why I hate drugs
they cause problems
they cause pain
gosh I wish you could see me once again
I love to laugh
I love to love
gosh all I wanted was your sweet hugs
but now my heart is squished like a bug
once again the pain has risen
now I have to get it back to hidden
please take care in what ever you do
but please always know that I did love you..
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
You make me laugh when I want to cry,
Make me live when I want to die,
Make me smile when I want to frown,
You turn my life upside down.
Believe in me when no one else does
You’re my now, my is, my was.
When you call my name I begin to blush,
I’m afraid people notice I need you so much.
When I’m with you time flies by fast.
It’s like the present is the past.
I need you more than you can believe,
Love you more than you can conceive.
Think about you every night and day
And hope my life can stay this way
I don’t want it to be any other way.
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
When all that’s around you
Seems awkward with trouble
When people surround you
And make your work double
When all you can think of
Is why do they pry
When words seem to fail you
It’s ok to sigh
When all that surrounds you
Is hopeless and sad
When some people harm you
They treat you so bad
When they leave you so lonely
And tell you a lie
When no thought seems to comfort
It’s ok to cry
When tears sting the lonely
And your empty heart aches
When your question you ask
Is why my heart breaks
When friends reach a hand to you
Once more you ask why
When you sit there and wonder
It’s ok to cry
When you ask yourself why again
Your heart full of fear
When all around hurts so
Just too much to bear
When you need help understanding
You know you must try
When nothing else helps you
IT’S OK TO CRY.
Monday, April 1, 2013
A Sunset without a sun is no sunset at all.
A life without love is no life at all.
A rainbow without colors is no rainbow at all.
And heart without feelings is no human at all.
All these things need something to be,
Either a sun or a person or a crayon,
If only to create what nature said was meant to be.
A sunset makes us feel as though the world has been born again.
A life with love lets us know it’s worth to let someone in.
A rainbow with colors thats a moment frozen in time, to be grateful for all that is beautiful and feel all the glory inside.
A heart that has feelings, well that would be me.
For I love just the thought of you and hope you feel the same for me.
Life without our love, is an emptiness I’m not sure I wish to face.
Because I know that time will never be able to erase.
I wish our love was as simple as a sunset, ready to be born again.
But I know in truth love only comes from within.
So I’ll keep watching for my sunset, and looking for that rainbow to shine someday.
Then one day maybe our love will find its way again.
Monday, April 1, 2013
I don’t think you will
ever fully understand
how you’ve touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don’t think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don’t think you will ever fully comprehend
how you’ve made my dreams come true
or how you’ve opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You’ve allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.
I don’t think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I’m sure you’ll never realize
you’ve been my will to live.
You are an amazing person
and without you I don’t know where I’d be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Thank you for being there,
through every laugh, through every tear.
You helped me not to be scared,
About the things that I feared.
Thank you for the love that you have shown,
when you knew I would have blown.
You are an important person in my life,
You’ve helped me deal with my strife.
From time to time you always listened,
and when you did so your eyes always glistened.
You never put me down,
and you always knew how to turn my frown upsidedown.
Thank you for being there for me,
and letting me be who I want to be.
~ Stacy Marie Arruda
Saturday, March 30, 2013
I thank God for the little things:
the moon, the stars, the sun,
I thank God for everyone
and everything He’s done
I thank God for who i am
and the person i’ve become
I thank God for who’s in my life
and that i’m safer than some
I thank God for my family
and how they’re always there
I thank God that they raised me
and how they’ll always care
I thank God for all my friends
and the trust they have in me
I thank God for my happiness
that’s now so easy to see
I thank God for the gift of life
adn that it’s good and pure
I thank God for who’s in mine
to make me safe and sure
I thank God for the gift of love
and what it means to me
I thank God for how our love felt
when you set my heart free
I thank God for my favorite gift
a special gift, it’s true
I thank God for this special gift
and that special gift is you
I thank God that you’re by my side;
that our hearts have become one
I thank God that i have you now
for my love will never be done.
~ Layla Norman
Friday, March 29, 2013
In your mind
In your heart
There is no place
to be envy,
nor a place
to be proud..
It teach us
not to be rude,
but to rejoice
with the truth..
trust, hope and persevere..
but never be delighted by evil.
~ Khey Iligan